Kenangan di Tengah Kamu dan DIa

Lagi terbayang-bayang dan teriang-iang lagu ini.

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes-eyes

You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

Langsung deh terbayang skenario baru. Hahaha

Emm pernah ngga sih kita merasa bahwa "ada orang yang hidup hanya di hati kita namun tidak di hidup kita" (mengutip kata-kata dosen saya) ?

Entah kita bertemu dengan orang yang tepat di waktu yang salah, keadaan yang tidak tepat, atau waktu kita bersamanya memang dibatasi.

Cielaahh :p

Trus trus karena bumi ini terus berputar, waktu terus berjalan, dan jam tidak pernah berhenti berdetak, kita pun terpaksa, dipaksa, dan memaksa diri untuk move on.

Ceritanya berhasil namun kenangan dan sisa cinta itu tetap hidup di dalam hati walau tidak bisa bertumbuh lebih banyak lagi.

Datang orang lain, menyenangkan, menceriakan, membuat hidup menjadi lebih berwarna.

Tapi membandingkan setiap suasana tidak dapat dielakkan.

"when I'm with him I am thinking of you..."

Bersama dengan orang lain, tertawa bersama orang lain, tapi hati kecil tetap berbisik 

"kalau sama yang itu bakal gini juga ga ya?" 

"kalau sama itu kayanya ketawanya bakal ngga sama" 

"kalau sama dia,," 

"kalau..."

Eeeeeeaaaaa

Apalagi kalau orang tersebut adalah orang yang tipe kita banget dan yang terbaik menurut pikiran kita. Makin berasa badan doang yang move on tapi hatinya nggak. Hahaha.

Yaaahhh namanya juga manusia, dibekali hati dan rasa namun juga disertai pikiran dan logika.

Menyeimbangkan keduanya adalah pelajaran di setiap helaan nafas kehidupan.

Apalagi soal cinta.

Heemmm....

Karena cinta bukan matematika dan sebuah keadaan yang dipenuhi kepastian, maka timbulah keadaan tanpa memakai logika dan mengatasnamakan perasaan. :p

Yaudah sih jangan sedih, yang nulis ini juga pernah mengalaminya. hahahaha. :p